September 2010
3 posts
My paki bf and I have broken up so I’m 1. Not over my ex and 2. Just down rt alone. I swear I hate being alone in my room. It just gives me time to think abt my real ex. Unfortunately today he told me to ‘move the fuck on and there’s nothing to fucking cry about’. Yea so u can imagine how good I feel -__- idk y I’m so hooked on his short mexican looking midget ass....
Sep 10th
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Sep 3rd
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for my amazing mom;;
Mother’s are the most important individuals in our lives. We begin our lives completely dependent on them for our every need. Many believe that we search for aspects of the mother child relationship throughout our entire lives. Love it or hate it, she was your first love and will never be gone from your heart. You will always be in her heart also. Try telling her not to love you, try...
Sep 1st
August 2010
19 posts
Aug 31st
3 chins.
I’ve never been so fat. I need to stop eating. So this new guy ‘sulii’ is his name is very affectionate cute well rounded all together type of guy..but I can’t stop thinking about my ex and his little di*k. He completely told me off; he basically said “jade to be honest ur weak. And your going to be the one fighting urself to not txt me or call me, and ill be the one...
Aug 31st
So I have a new bf; he’s paki. Wth have I gotten myself into?
Aug 30th
Aug 28th
I’m so lieing to myself. I just found out my ex has been talking to other girls. And I think that hurts worse then a splinter in ur eye. I put up strong things on fb but on the other end I’m melting..I can’t take this bull shyt ne more. A part of me is just like go for it have him over and have sex with him. And the other parts like ‘girl don’t be stupid ud disappoint...
Aug 28th
Aug 26th
So today I cleaned my room. I had abt 13333 pounds of garbage from all of the binge eating I’ve been doing. I constantly think abt my ex. And the more I do the more I’m like “wow he’s serious abt the breakup” and then I eat more. How awesome for me bc in a week I have to go school shopping and buy new clothes. I have to go back to school with a smile on my face...
Aug 25th
CONEY ISLAND
Went to coney island today. It was actually a lot of fun. My cousin is awesome. We had clams, corn dogs, shishkabobs (mystery meet), a weird flat cornbread pancake sandwich witch had mozzarella in the middle, and trust me when I say plenty more. We went to the Coney aquarium, walked on the boardwalk, spoke, played games and I actually rode the CYCLONE. The worlds most famous roller coaster. We of...
Aug 24th
I feel so selfish for complaining but..
Its almost 7am and I’m still awake. All I can do is sit in my messy gross room, look at the empty snapple bottles surrounding me, stare at my messy dresser, watch ‘family matters’ on nick at night, and listen to the seemingly loud drips of water coming from my air conditioner which seems to be completely broken. The only internet access I have is my blackberry. My rabbits cage...
Aug 23rd
“All that we see or seem, Is but a dream within a dream.”
– Edgar Allan Poe
Aug 23rd
Too often, we lose sight of life’s simple pleasures. So Remember, when someone annoys you it takes 42 muscles in your face to frown BUT, it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and bitch-slap the motherfucker upside the head..
Aug 23rd
“We must accept finite disappointment, but we must never lose infinite hope.”
– Martin Luther King jr.
Aug 23rd
Don't take my word. I'm not okay.
When I cry at night, the only thing I can think to myself is…how can I seem so—-perfectly fine in the morning.  Why do I smile like nothing is wrong?  And how does not one single person notice that I’m not okay?
Aug 23rd
Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again.  So when life gets tough you can just play pretend.  I wanna go back to when Santa did exist.  When your daddy was the only boy you ever kissed.  When Disney World was the best place to be.  When the only movies you could see were rated G.  When your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn’t change…and your...
Aug 23rd
Aug 23rd
My rooms a mess. I crave food. I crave chocolate everything. I crave a man. Not just any man but my ex of course. And rt now I’m gorging myself with a cheese bagel with egg salad, and a chocolate chocolate chip muffin…its 5:23 am. Food makes me forget for a while lol. Can’t believe I’m eating soo much.
Aug 23rd
Should we consider it?
When people decide to be douche bags and u cut them off; should u consider being civil? Should u really give them that much? Or should u say “screw u” and wish bad upon them?
Aug 22nd
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Aug 22nd
Aug 22nd